my voice just gets on my nerves. i sound
horrible, and i'm seriously getting
desperate. i'm trying
all sorts of things to make both my cough and that horrible sore throat go
far far away. cups of
honey water which i never fancied, and some disgusting
'luo han guo' that taste worse than almost anything and everything in the world.
yeah, the c girls are up against Canberra Sec next tuesday. and i'd love to scream for them,
and at them, with my normal voice.
they'll do what they ought to do- i just know they can (:
steal my soul; 11:52 PM
rushed to bmss after school. only managed to catch the
third period of the match.
but it was all
worthwhile (: exciting, and of course it was a good show. they did what they supposed to do -
trashed them.
Katong Convent ( 7 ) - ( 3 ) Swiss Cottage
this year seems like a bad year for me.
first, chest pains. now, i have a
cough so bad it seems i may cough out blood anytime. and such a horrid
sore throat that i sound like i broke my voice, literally.
hope it all goes away soon though ):
steal my soul; 11:11 PM
i may be literally half- dead, and my voice may sound like a boy who just broke his voice,
but i still can't help but cheer for the c girls today. their match was
hair-raising!and all of us were cheering so hard, its almost as if we betted a whole lot of savings on them.
it was fun, and i believe they played quite well.
though they
drawed with east view [ 5- 5 ]
up against swiss cottage on thursday,
so
good luck! (:
steal my soul; 10:49 PM
either my phone is crazy. or you are. because i seriously have no idea what you are talking about.
steal my soul; 12:18 AM
i swear i'm dying. down with sore throat,
cough and
most possibly, food poisoning.
i honestly feel
immobile after a day of school.
in fact, it seems to be getting worse day by day.
and
unfortunately, that means i can't quite
cheer for the C girls at their tournament tomorrow. i might not even be going if i don't feel well enough. but i still hope they'll do their best, and make kc proud! (:
steal my soul; 11:02 PM
yeah, we're talking again (:
and i've decided to just stop talking about
it.
in case everything just starts all over.
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it hurts me to see
you feel so stressed out.
you get frustrated with yourself,
and i can't do anything to help.
i really wish i can be there for
you,
and give
you the support
you need.
but i know
you've already got someone else.
steal my soul; 11:42 PM
yeah, everything's a mess. it
always is.
after that day, i went back to the state i was 3 days before. and yeah, we're still not talking.
i've tried, but i guess its not enough.
worse, there's so much homework i
didn't do,
and especially when holidays are going to end soon. i'm freaking stressed. and i just had some nervous breakdown yesterday.
steal my soul; 2:29 AM
seafood
"dinner" at ecp's jumbo
yesterday!
had a time of my life there. jokes and iq questions round the
'not married' table.
i swear i had
laughing fits a lot of times yesterday but i really enjoyed everything.
haha, both the food. and the moments.
it was raining heavily too, but jumbo being of such
WONDERFUL service, gave
free yellow raincoats! i swear its the most
unglam thing,
but it was sure fun! haha
kenneth and i played in the rain.
but the rest just seemed to be panicking about cars and lightning.
steal my soul; 12:47 AM
something is really wrong with me.
because
nothing feels right anymore.
i've not been wanting to do stuff i used to like.
i don't even have appetite nowadays.
in fact, i thought it was my fever at first. but no. and its
difficult to see me smile suddenly. yeah,
kim can make me smile and laugh.
but even so, there's this
empty feeling about everything.
steal my soul; 4:30 PM
haha, this is so cool.
i'm using a phone to blog.
anyway, i wasn't feeling well these few days.
neither did i have the mood to celebrate today.
something was missing, but i can't seem to find out what. car journey meant staring at clouds, but i didn't get to. the sky was too dark, and the clouds wern't fluffy enough to take shapes of objects.
but still, i can't help but admit that i felt
touched. especially by
kim, when she came to my house in the afternoon to deliver the present she and sara bought.
of course, she's
not the only one who helped made my day. so thanks to everyone who did.
and i love you guys (:
steal my soul; 11:52 PM
i suppose
this is going to continue until
i apologise. but i don't intend to.
because if i do, i'll be giving you the message that whatever
you did was right
and that i was wrong. but
i wasn't.
you disrespected my friend. and if i gave
you the wrong message,
you'll keep doing it.
to all my other friends. and maybe other people's friends. why can't you stop being
selfish, and stop doing things only for
yourself?think of others as well, and yes.
thank you,for spoiling my supposed-to-be special day.
well, that just shows how much you care.
steal my soul; 12:54 PM
yeah, you're right. i've made my choice.
it
wasn't because i prefered him to you,
but because that was the
right choice.
seriously, stop analysing someone's character from what you've heard. why can't you
know him for who he is instead?how you're treating him
isn't fair. and its
unfair to me as well after everything i did for
you yesterday. there wasn't even a "thank you", and now
this. don't forget- i showed
your friend the same respect i would to mine.
steal my soul; 7:46 PM
i hate it when
such things happen.
i'm often caught in between, and he'll be somewhere else so as to stay out of everything. i
can't side either one of you, cause if i do, i might hurt the other.
and it hurts me to see both of you feel just as hurt when the other says something you don't want to hear.
i understand that you've been tolerating
this for years. but sometimes, its
not entirely her fault. she has her reasons, and they're sensible enough to enable me to understand those actions. both of you are always quarreling because of
them, and i'm sure none of you feel good about it. hopefully, this will end soon. and yeah,
i love you both (:
steal my soul; 5:06 PM
back from the yatch trip!
my
first impression of the banana boat was... that it was
slow. and that we had to use the oars to paddle through the water.
but i was proven wrong when i got
flipped off the banana boat about 7 times or so.
thrilling. i had no problem flying off the boat when the tide was high, and when the sea got choppy, since i was rather light.
swam in the sea with the fishes!
and dived from the yatch too!
i'm happy
you chose to go in the end.
not only did
we have fun,
you also got to see something
you might not get to see everyday-the smiles on your children's faces.
i love you, dad. and i know brother does too.
steal my soul; 7:03 PM
went to town with
sara and kim yesterday.
kim and i stayed out till
12+.it was fun and all, but god damn tiring.
adidas soccer tournament entertained both of us pretty much. sadly,
your team wern't playing. otherwise i'll be supporting hah!
yesterday was 'gawking day' or smth.
thanks to sara and kim.
but i just
didn't have the mood for it.
maybe because of the
memories there.
i hate to admit it, but i miss them and i miss you.
steal my soul; 4:01 PM
